2009-02-24(Tue)
Monday night is tough. Because I am alone I think about sweets a lot. I stood up, walked to the fridge and put some goat cheese on 4 crackers. I still couldn't satisfied, so I pour rice and soy milk in to my mug put it in the microwave and when it became nicely heated, I put coco power in it and drank it. It took care of my cravings. I think I can survive tonight as well.
2009-02-23(Mon)
I was sitting in the driver's seat, eating chocolate croissant. It's pouring outside. Two of my friends passed in front of my car. I pretended to put the seat belt on. They didn't notice me. I hate to be noticed in the middle of sinning. The croissant didn''t even taste good, but I had to have something sweet.
I came to the store to pick up a bottle of wine to take to my friend's house for dinner. At least that was my excuse. I left my boyfriend home to be alone to eat sweet. So he doesn't know my secret.
"This is ridiculous, How can I stop it." I am repeating the sentences in my head as I was finishing the last bite of chocolate muffin."
Suddenly I got an idea.
I am going to write about this.
This is how I started this blog.